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I hate this headache in my brain,

The same repeated though causing pain.


Over and over again, always repeating.

It's like a drumbeat that never stops beating.


A worry turned obsessive.

I wish my brain wasn't so darn possessive.


Though after though, following the theme.

"Did I say that right?", "Am I okay?", "Do they really understand what I mean?"  


It's a song that's stuck on replay.

Annoying thoughts that won't go away.


I try to focus on anything else,

That's why I focus on art and music, something to distract myself.


I wish I could control this thing.

But it's a constant pest, always needling.


Honestly, it's difficult, but I'll be okay.

I've become used to it, this is my everyday.


This is my normal, and I will be fine.

There are so many disorders in the world, and this one just happens to be mine.
Yeah, it's a symptom commonly associated with OCD, obsessions. Basically, your brain gets stuck on one though and will repeat it over and over again, even if you don't want the thought...It's a fun situation...Most of the time, it's just a mild annoyance, like "I have to repeat this sentence at least three times to make sure they heard me correctly.", to just an absolute nightmare, like when I overthink some small interaction with someone and convince myself they hate me because I said something may have come off rude, and then I think about said interaction all day...but hey, it's just life.
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